The Big White Taxi Service was the unofficial forum for UK ambulance drivers and this closing instrumental is about a journey I took, many years ago, in one of their vehicles. I sat up front, while the paramedics worked on my dad in the back. I didn’t want the journey to end because that would mean the confirmation of what I already knew. He was gone. ‘Don’t look back son,’ the ambulance driver told me. And I didn’t. But I’ve been looking back ever since.